vindictive x-_husband

Amanda - posted on 04/26/2015 ( 1 mom has responded )




I was a stay at home Mom for the first 5 years of our daughters lives. My x-husband and I agreed upon this. He worked and never wanted to be home. It was hust the 3 of us. We grew apart, I filed for divorce and he got a job locally now has my kids 50/50. On his half the time for the last 4 years he has never allowed me my kids. Not 1 time. He gives them to everyone elsr in town except me, and it is a small town and he tells everyone I don't want them when he hands them off, when in actuality I havr spent the last 4 years crying every time this happens. Mind you, I give him the kids on my half the time if it is something they would enjoy. I don't play the eye for eye game. I havr stayed true to who I am but every time I bnot with them or he does this my heart breaks more and more. I can't take any more. I am hopeless, alone, sad, tired and am losing the reason I am here. He is ripping the soul right from me. I am a very strong person but everyone has a breaking point and I hit mine awhile ago and don't know how to heal when he keeps re opening the wounds. I need help or pretty soon their is going to be nothing left of what wad their Mother soon. I am trying to find that person but as soon as i come close he tries even harder to keep me down, and it always involves the kids. I have no feelings attached ro him, but I feel like I will never get better because he will always ve avle to hurt me by using them. It is a sick, twisted thing he is doing and in the mean time he has convinced my family and friends that I don't want my kids. It breaks my heart, my kids and I have cried so many unnecessary tears and I don't know how to stop it. Someonr please help me!!!! I don't have friends left they have all turned on me. It truly feels like it is me against the world. I am strong but this is just ridiculous


1 Comment

View replies by

Join Circle of Moms

Sign up for Circle of Moms and be a part of this community! Membership is just one click away.

Join Circle of Moms